number 9.
i have a feeling by the end of the summer i will not have any friendships from my “high school click” of friends. in high school i wasnt just friends with the same group of people, but these people were the friends that i hung out with every weekend. blah blah blah. it is like they all worship this one person and i see nothing worth worshiping. i like the path that i am headed down in life and the path they are following does not even come close to coinciding with the path that i am on.
currently drowning myself in city and colour. that is a band by the way. at first their music depressed the hell out of me. but i sucked it up, put my headphones, and fell in love. yep, just like that. i was at the mall tonight with my friends and i was thinking about how fast summer is going. i feel like it was just may 19th, and i was walking to my car from my last class of the spring semester. now it is almost july 7th, and i go back to school on august 29th for some more fun. all of my friends go away and my life goes back to somewhat normal-ness. hanging out with the same people, working, homework, exams, papers, etc. but i adore the people i have here all year round. i need them in my life desperately.
i envy the freedom of summer. but i cannot wait to start wearing my jeans, cardigans, and knee high boots again. and i am tired of my hair always being wavy. so i guess with the start of school welcomes style. woopie. i am really bored. maybe i will watch a movie or something. in a few hours i am going out to lunch with one of my best friends. i have been friends with her since 7th grade when we did track. yeah, we were that stupid being on the track team.
i have decided to take it day by day with this one person. if i do anything less or more i think i will go insane. he is extraordinary to say the least. but like i said, day by day.
-rachel.
