July 4, 2011

number 8.

lately everything just sucks. it is as if all of the forces in the world have teamed up and formed this alliance against me. i’m tired, and i am weak. i can no longer fight against them. all i can do is accept my life as it is and learn from it. stupid cliche line. so last friday i went to the mall with my friends and we saw someone from my past. let’s put it this way, i would rather stick a hornets nest in my underwear for an hour then see this person. get out of my life and stay out.

in regards to everything else, i guess i lost. my head says one things and my heart says something else. only time will tell what will happen. i guess you can say i am still hopeful that happiness is right around the corner. though it is a very distant corner.

-rachel.