number 6.
i’m exahusted from the graduation festivities that have taken place over the course of the past two days. i am so proud of my friends who are out of high school and out in the real world with me. to my dismay however, a solid 98% of them are going away to school in two months. that only means this summer will go by fast and i have to make my time with them truly count. my gym class finally ends this week and i couldn’t be more ecstatic about that. i finally get my mornings back even though i will most likely be sleeping through them anyway.
july should be a good month for me. i really hope certain actions are carried out like they said they would be. if not then it is safe to say that i will be devistated and all that bullshit. i love how colloquial these journals have become. my first one was so sophisticated and now i just do not care anymore. oh well. not like anyone reads this anyway. blogs are really only meant for venting, and considering i have no one in real life to vent to, i might as well keep going with this.
ugh. don’t you really hate it when one person is occupying your every thought? someone who has absolutely no justice luring around in your mind? this person hurt me beyond any extent and for his own pleasure. what a gentleman right? if you did not get that i was speaking of the male form, then that makes you dense. no offense imaginary person. like i said before, if actions that were spoken of are not carried out then i officially give up.
-rachel.
