number 4.
blah blah blah so bored. once again i have work tomorrow. and then two days off. then back for another sixteen hour week. i feel like i work so much and i hardly get payed anything. so i am going to vans warped tour this year and i am stoked. like i cannot make you fathom how excited i am to go. spending the day with my friends, music from some of my favorite bands all day; yeah i think it is going to be a wonderful day. i really just dont want to go to work tomorrow. i’ve been trying to think about what i should get my dad for father’s day but i really dont know. my dad is one of those dads who really doesn’t need anything. nor does he want anything.
i’m not one of those friends who gets jealous when their best friends has a boyfriend or girlfriend. but come on, give it a rest. you see them every day. remember me? your best friend? the person you have known for the past several years? it just gets annoying when i come home from work, text my friends to hang out, and then they bail on you because their boyfriend or girlfriend surprised them with something. but wait. the best is when you make plans with your friends a week in advance. you’re texting them all day confirming the plans, and then when it comes down to the time when everyone is supposed to meet up, people dont answer their phones. THEN they text you back a few hours later saying they spent the friday or saturday night with their significant other. great. i need new friends.
romance is so cryptic. i’m nineteen years old. i want to be gallivanting around with my friends causing mischief and establishing memories that will last me a lifetime. i don’t really like hanging out with my friends when they have their significant other around. as much as romance annoys me, seeing my friends happy with someone only reminds me of what i don’t have. what i am not meant to have. am i happy for them? absolutely. but what is that expression? “everyone deserves love.”
-rachel.
