number 3.
once again i have the answer to a question that has been eating me alive for months. i am not too happy with the answer but i guess that’s the way things have to be. i must learn that i should never compare myself to someone else, because that does nothing but question why i am even here; alive. i’m always told that the things worth most in life are worth fighting for. and i mean a harsh, brutal fight. but see i’ve fought for something for so long. i am out of ammunition, my strategies are faulty, and the leadership is failing. in regards to my life, this thing isn’t worth fighting for. i officially surrender.
but there is one question that will forever keep me awake at night.
-rachel.
