number 1.
so yeah. my friends talked me into getting a tumblr. not like im going to share anything of grave importance with the 3 trillion people around the world, but not going to lie this is kind of cool. my life is simple. full time college student, have a part time job, have the most incredible friends that people can only pray for, and my family is always here. i get lonely though because a good majority of my friends decided to persue their dreams in other parts of the state, leaving me in this small desolated town. but hey. one cannot really be mad at someone for doing what they need to do in order to make their dreams come true. jesus christ that is so cliche. what is even more sad than a cliche line, is realizing that 99.9% of cliche lines are accurate. and they apply to every day life. people just use them carelessly and they are used as a “cop-out.” like when you are comforting your friend after a horrific breakup, and all you can think about is how you love your significant other. but you are trying not to bring his or her name up because that will only remind your friend of what they no longer have in their life. but you have to say something right? “there are plenty of other fishes in the sea.” and then your friend smiles, laughs, cries again, and then the next week they are dating again. classic teenage love life.
i ramble a lot incase you did not figure that out yet. i just have a lot of things to say and not a lot of people to say them to. so reader(s), whoever you are, you will be my out-let for a while. hence why i am titling my tumblr “to whom it may concern.” kind of channeling Anne Frank and her diary. incase you do not know about her or her diary, and if you dont that is really sad, Anne Frank was a victim of the Holocaust and spent the last two years of her life hiding in her attack with her family and friends. she channeled her output on life through her diary. every entry began with, “Dear Kitty…” i figured if it was good enough for her it is good enough for me.
bottom line, everyone needs someone to talk to. and when you have a brain like me that does not shut off for anything, writing (typing) your thoughts and making them some what organized is the ultimate high. no i do not do drugs but that is for another post. or letter. which ever you prefer to call these.
-rachel.
