friends?
i’m truly realizing a lot of things about life during this time in my life. i’m realizing that people never stay the same and that you can’t have a solid sense of reliability with someone. and it’s funny. people that were insignificant in my life have come to my side more than people whom i trusted the world with. it’s so bad, it’s past the point of regret. it’s just “what-ever.” so i’m done trying. done trying to make everyone happy and, especially now, i can’t mentally and physically handle being around people who have such a negative energy and perception of the world. nothing i do or say makes a difference and all i want to do now at this point in my life is to have fun with my friends and to make memories with them.
oh, and after my tattoo in may i’m getting this:
“I don’t know where to go. I don’t know if this thing’s still working, my heart’s not beating anymore.” -Bayside. (my favorite band and my source of inspiration and sanity.)
